Playing marginal hands sometimes

[BrianSwa]

Sorry was working alot today...

Let me try to explain, no im not a idiot for what I did. Poker for me is a fun activity I do that I enjoy. If I never make a cent playing poker im fine with that as long as I had fun. So im sitting on Party Poker with $2,000 and find out that I cant withdraw with firepay and by the way I cant use netteller because of where I live. So I made a decision to play levels that my bankroll couldnt handle for the reason of having F-U-N. I took some bad beats, people hitting 1 outers and I lost it but guess what I had fun. Wow there is that word again, I know alot of you are in this to make money but im not Im here to have fun.

Now if I play for fun and do make money then thats just a good outcome but if making money starts to kill the fun factor in the game then im done with it. I dont think im a terrible player and I post hands to improve but in no way do I EVER want to do this for a living. I give props to all that have chosen to do this for a living and I wish them well but its not what I want to do so give me a break...ok?

I dont really like party poker that much and dont plan on depositing on there again. I'am playing back on absolute right now with last $100 from my winnings and if I lose that guess what I had 2 weeks of awsome poker for the price of $25 out of pocket. Really dont see what is wrong with that? Really dont see why I have to be a idiot for doing exactly what I wanted to with my money? Honestly ive spent less then one thousand online and have had 1 year of a great time.

Some of you really need to calm down and realize that I dont mind losing the money, I will still eat tommorrow even though I lost $2,000. Even when I lost it wasnt upset in the least, just said oh well the money was used for the exact reason I deposited it!!