I just can't take it anymore

[Hawt]

I am steaming from another bad beat in a different tournament so I join this $5 Sit n Go. I get crippled early (first hand) buy this tool Ugooo who called me down to the river chasing his gutshot wheel draw to my top pair (A with AK), so you know PokerStars gave it to him.

Finally I get a decent hand, after building back up from being down to about 700 after the first hand I lost. I get JJ. The perfect flop comes so I move all in and get called. You know how this shit ends.

PokerStars Game #3378330433: Tournament #16743352, Hold'em No Limit - Level IV (50/100) - 2005/12/19 - 16:15:18 (ET)
Table '16743352 2' Seat #5 is the button
Seat 2: FLShark (1095 in chips)
Seat 3: PocoLocoLobo (1580 in chips)
Seat 5: Ugooo (1048 in chips)
Seat 6: BustaBoy (1990 in chips)
Seat 7: harveyws (1165 in chips)
Seat 8: Chafs04 (2255 in chips)
Seat 9: Hawtness (1457 in chips)
BustaBoy: posts small blind 50
harveyws: posts big blind 100
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to Hawtness [Jh Jd]
Chafs04: folds
Hawtness: raises 400 to 500
FLShark is connected
FLShark: folds
PocoLocoLobo: folds
Ugooo: calls 500
BustaBoy: folds
harveyws: folds
*** FLOP *** [2s 8s 2d]
Hawtness: bets 957 and is all-in
Ugooo: calls 548 and is all-in
*** TURN *** [2s 8s 2d] [6d]
*** RIVER *** [2s 8s 2d 6d] [Kd]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Hawtness: shows [Jh Jd] (two pair, Jacks and Deuces)
Ugooo: shows [Td Ad] (a flush, Ace high)
Ugooo collected 2246 from pot
Hawtness said, "are you ****ing serious"
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 2246 | Rake 0
Board [2s 8s 2d 6d Kd]
Seat 2: FLShark folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: PocoLocoLobo folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: Ugooo (button) showed [Td Ad] and won (2246) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 6: BustaBoy (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 7: harveyws (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 8: Chafs04 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: Hawtness showed [Jh Jd] and lost with two pair, Jacks and Deuces

I'm down to like $400 chips so I just go all in the next hand to end my misery. I my J7os loes to the same guys J10s. I know this is what I "want" players to do, but they do it all the time and win all the time, my bankroll just can't handle busting out of tournament after tournament to shit like this.

[eraseReptile]

I cannot begin to describe the number of bad beats I have taken on BODOG. I heard some dude talking about it and how he won 1700 in 4 hours, so I figured the games would be juicy. I don't have the hand histories, because I deleted BODOG from my computer PERMANENTLY; however, I would have to say that guys caught runner runner on me at least 20 times in a four or five hour span. It put me in one of those BAD tilts, the.... this can't be happening tilts, you know? Like, OK. I'm going to push all in just to see if this can possibly happen again. Haha, it was a very very viscious two days. All in all, I lost $400 before I called it quits.

That $400 in the hole could and should have EASILY been 800 or 1000 in the good. Ohh well though. I'm sticking with Party, Stars, and Pokerroom.

[Talking Poker]

So, let me get this straight.... the players are some of the worst you have ever seen, chasing longshots and even runner runner draws. In the long run, you think you could expect to make 800-1000 per (whatever time frame), but because you got off to an unlucky short terms start, you are leaving forever in favor of tougher games?