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[JDMcNugent7]

in about 15 minutes.
A 10/20 decent player was sitting 3/600. I decide to sit and just play tight. I hadn't played in like 12 days really and obviously I wasn't looking at it like it was a job like I usually do. I lose about 25k somehow without hitting anything. Then another 75k when I hit a flush on a 3 flush board and he has a higher one. I honestly didn't play bad at all but it was just dumb of me. I don't even know what to think right now exactly besides I took a Huge shot that now seems very high risk and pretty low reward and it went as bad as it possibly could have. Sick thing is I had a fucking flush HU on a 3-flush board, and this guy had been playing crazy, I thought I was gonna be shipped a 150k pot and it went to him instead. To lose that much money at my age in that amount of time is just insane and I don't even know what to think right now. I'm not like pissed, my roomates were in the room and have no idea lol.

I have had a TON going on in my life lately and being confused about things def lead me to think it wasnt too bad an idea to play so high. I haven't been playing poker at all, Ive just been going out and having fun alot, and not taking school too seriously either. I think maybe, maybe, this is what I needed to get back into the grind and just make some $$$ and not be greedy.

I'm def not playing the next 3 days, this really couldn't have gone worse than it did, but I juts gotta deal with it. Time to go drink...