NL cash player, where does you profit come from?

[Talking Poker]

Poker is a combination of many small pots and a few big ones. That's how it works. I'm not sure I understand what your expectation was, but if it's that you would win a bunch of small pots and avoid the big ones (be they winners or losers), that's just not going to happen.

I get the feeling you are still looking at poker as a short term game, and trying to draw conclusions by looking at a few hundred hands or something.