[JDMcNugent7]

awesome responses, thanks guys, i agree with all of u in different ways.

I think fungus hit the nail on the head showing that to get to where I am today my BR management wasnt the best. Back then I found out I could actually win more $ faster if i wasnt properly bankrolled for the game and I guess this thought is still in my head. I still actually feel like I'm missing out on $$$ I could be winning by playing 5/10 instead of 10/20.

I also agree with you guys stating if I make a goal I should keep it. The reason I made this goal is cuz overall I'm a loser at 10/20 and I would like to keep my losses to a minimum, until I am totally ready to be playing there rather than just taking shots. I guarentee I won't play another 10/20 hand the rest of this month.

I would say in full confidence that addiction is not what is bringing me back. I often just randomly without thinking about it go days without playing when Im real busy hanging out with friends, and I won't think twice about poker the whole time. Usually it actually turns me off to poker, and makes me realize how pointless it is in the whole scheme of life.