[BrianSwa]

at this point it is but I would like to get better eventully Lou. I wish I would of came to this forum before I got set in bad habits but unfortantly I didnt and havent been able to break them yet. I do appritiate the honesty from this forum as brutal as it is at times.

Just want to know where to start to improve, I agree i lack some if not all of those qualitys you meantioned. I believe I can get better in time and want to work on it. Its the discipline and variance I lack the most I seem to play very good poker for a little while but when I hit one bad beat I go off the deep end. That is how I lost that 2 grand, played great poker for 3 days then hit a couple bad beats and went crazy and blew it. I think if I can learn to control that then I might be able to become a winning player.