[JDMcNugent7]

I'm really not sad about this, maybe it hasn't hit me yet. I went out last night and had a good time and it was like nothing changed. I guess I can lose 100k without it really affecting my life too much right now. I have 15k online right now, I guess I'll take a break for a few days and end up grinding it back or borrowing some money or something. My parents are visiting this w/e, I'm gonna talk to them about it all. I already told them.

I'm not really the type of kid to just do okay at things. I'm getting sick at doing okay at poker, and okay at school. It might seem dumb right now, but now more than ever I'm considering taking a semester off, from either school, or poker. I'll update after I talk to my dad, probably tonight. He already said he thinks taking a semester off will be a mistake, cuz he thinks I won't come back. But he knows I'm mature and knows I can make my own decisions and said he's fine with whatever I chose.