It really doesn't bother me. I didn't tilt at all, I rarely ever tilt anymore. Honestly I was playing out in the living room with 8 people around watching the Red Sox get destroyed, and my facial expression doesn't change, my mood doesn't change, I don't say a word and I wouldn't if I was alone either. It's poker and I'm totally used to it by now. My roomates first of all don't even know how much I make, but also have no clue if I have a +20k or -20k day and that's how I like it. If poker controlled my life outside of when I'm sitting there actually playing poker, I wouldn't play. When I'm not playing I basically never think about poker.
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