I said DONT DOUBT MY BAD LUCK
 

this would have put me in third with 137 left - first place pays $5500 - i am REALLY fucking getting tired of this:

PokerStars Game #6397198601: Tournament #31934679, $10+$1 Hold'em No Limit - Level X (400/800) - 2006/09/23 - 23:13:19 (ET)
Table '31934679 105' 9-max Seat #7 is the button
Seat 1: T2B3 (13710 in chips)
Seat 2: dougistheman (31143 in chips)
Seat 3: waz111 (49712 in chips)
Seat 4: aabud (11740 in chips)
Seat 5: HugeAvsFan (11425 in chips)
Seat 6: bdawg31 (27760 in chips)
Seat 7: Ogelthorpe (27565 in chips)
Seat 8: Harves (47528 in chips) out of hand (moved from another table into small blind)
Seat 9: cositutti (11635 in chips)
T2B3: posts the ante 50
dougistheman: posts the ante 50
waz111: posts the ante 50
aabud: posts the ante 50
HugeAvsFan: posts the ante 50
bdawg31: posts the ante 50
Ogelthorpe: posts the ante 50
cositutti: posts the ante 50
cositutti: posts small blind 400
T2B3: posts big blind 800
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to bdawg31 [As Ah]
dougistheman: raises 4000 to 4800
waz111: folds
aabud: folds
HugeAvsFan: folds
bdawg31: raises 5200 to 10000
Ogelthorpe: folds
cositutti: folds
T2B3: folds
dougistheman: raises 21093 to 31093 and is all-in
bdawg31: calls 17710 and is all-in
*** FLOP *** [2h Jc Ks]
*** TURN *** [2h Jc Ks] [Tc]
*** RIVER *** [2h Jc Ks Tc] [7c]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
dougistheman: shows [Th Td] (three of a kind, Tens)
bdawg31: shows [As Ah] (a pair of Aces)
bdawg31 said, "never fails"
dougistheman collected 57020 from pot
Ogelthorpe said, "sick"
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot 57020 | Rake 0
Board [2h Jc Ks Tc 7c]
Seat 1: T2B3 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: dougistheman showed [Th Td] and won (57020) with three of a kind, Tens
Seat 3: waz111 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 4: aabud folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: HugeAvsFan folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: bdawg31 showed [As Ah] and lost with a pair of Aces
Seat 7: Ogelthorpe (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: cositutti (small blind) folded before Flop

Did you kill a kitten just to watch it die? Karma hates your guts.

I honestly don't know. I tried to be humble when i used to win, i am very rarely abusive when i lose - yet this shit-luck is just dumped on me over and over again. I am not sure who or what i offended to deserve this.

This is by far the angriest i have been after one of these. I guess i got it into my big, fat, stupid head that this was going to be the time. After three + hours of playing well, building up my stack so i was solidly above the avg stack with around 20% of the players remaining - i have a chance to jump to 4th place in a tourney with a significant stack. Then, once again....

What really made me want to throw up is that guy says "that is the third time i got lucky this tournament". FUCK ME! I have given up ever sucking out late in a tourney when i need a break. I would consider 'lucky' for me to have a hand like this hold up.

I am rambling and i know no one wants to hear this. I cant help it though. I am so angry right now - i hear about people smashing laptops and i think what kind of fucking moron would do that. Well, guess what - i could very easlly smash this miserable piece of shit against a wall and not even blink.

It has just gone on and on and on - i can remember reading about players having a bad year. I am hoping that this is one of them - what a freaking nightmare.

Okay, sorry - i am done.

Wow. Hah.

lol definatly just hit u with some +rep for the clean break lol

back in the day when i was a tiltbox idiot. i punched my laptop and destroyed the screen when i lost like $100, then realized i broke a $2,000 laptop and punched it again.

It was a Toshiba. It got what it deserved.:p

If that really was yours Penguin, that's some good stuff right there.

I have YET to damage any computer equipment. I HIGHLY recommend you guys invest in a 100 pound punching bag. Excellent stress relief.

BTW - Matusow once threw his laptop in the pool after losing $x ($50k?) online one night. That's good stuff.

I prefer punching and roundhouse-kicking furniture and then some primal scream therapy. My wife is not a huge fan of me screaming F*U*#*K at the top of my lungs at 1:00 am in the morning though. But, i have driven in my car screaming at the top of my lungs a time or two this year. I must look like a complete lunatic.

LMAO!

I was playing a while yesterday, doing well, and gave it all back in a matter of about 20 minutes. I just slam my fists down on the computer desk and yell, "Unfuckingbelievable!" or my new favorite, "Son of a god damned bitch!" She got pretty mad last night when I woke her up.

Now, driving around: That's some crazy shit son.

gotta admit
 

I used to get real mad, like slamming keyboard down and screaming but latley I have calmed down alot. Like last week flopped broadway and lost to a 4 outer or my trips losing to runner runner flushes. Most of my play now is tourney play so think it differs from you guys alot seeing as I'am not losing the kind of money you guys are.

As long as you stop playing after that horrible beat I dont see a problem with getting mad, if you keep playing though it could be a real big problem seeing as you would be playing on complete emotion and will lose alot not thinking straight. I must say though all the times I have railed you guys I dont notice alot of bitching after a bad beat, hell Joe Hachem complained more tonight when he took some bad beats then you guys usually do.

Yep, no shit, it was mine and hit the wall hard enough not only to break as you see in the picture, but I had to fix a nice chunk in the wall that the wife was thrilled about.