I should stop deluding myself into thinking that I can win at live poker. It is endless and fruitless. Nothing comes out of my experiences from traveling to Vegas other than a deeper hatred towards other poker players.

You can always tell how poor someone plays by how ineptly they tell their bad beat stories. Now, anyone that does tell another person face to face, especially a random stranger, a fucking bad beat story is already a losing poker player guaranteed, but with the extent...

Do you somehow believe in God and Satan? Well, I'm sorry, but you're already retarded. Sorry, but it's true. No worries though. You probably couldn't understand the vernacular of someone that wrote similes and metaphors past fifty years ago. So, with all your knowledge of God (oh please beckon me to save from eternal hell), you still couldn't read Tolstoy.

Ah fuck. Already a paragraph filled with hate. I should try harder. Like instead I should believe in Jesus, but some of those...

So that's see, what has happened since the last post on this here blog of gheyness? I have become a drunk again. Some would say sadly, I would just say fuck it all. My apathy towards the world has turned into hatred towards all. Perhaps the world would be better served off with a mass plague.

Is it disconcerting to think that human nature has not evolved in the past 8000 years? We have new gadgets to consume with our lives, but not much in the way of newfound morality towards other...

After 4 days of red numbers I finally took down a 180 to bring the BAP into the black. Not only is it a huge boost to the bankroll but also to my confidence. Was getting discouraged after like 50 tournaments and not getting anything going.

I just need to continually tell myself to put in the volume. Keep playing and variance will even itself out.

Times have changed in poker and the way people play has adapted and changed as well. For instance several years ago, it was fairly common to see players raising with top pair when their opponents bet (raising for information, value whatever). Because of this, a hand like TPTK was a big hand, and would easily call a raise, and likely another bet on the next street. Lately however players are much more likely to simply flat a bet with TP (raising for information is pretty much outdated, and raising...